Reporting to the Time Police

Doing what you want, when you want for a living is a scary proposition. I always feel like I have to justify how I spend my time to people. When I have to tell my husband that I turned down a subbing job (or haven't picked one up) I feel guilty, even if I have a good reason. If I am at the office of our shop and I need to leave early I feel like I'm doing something wrong. "You should be working!" something in my heads says. It has a tendency to creep into my head when I am not doggedly working in the studio that I am wasting time. "You're wasting time!" I yell at my self. Time is something that I value highly. There is never enough of it for me. I want the world to slow it's rotation so I can get a few extra hours a day. Then I can use them.... to do work....what else?!